Even to the smallest thing i’ll cry. Seeing a dear one’s tears will always bring out mine,may it be because of joy or pain. Its one of the things i find hard to endure,keeping my tears from falling. I am good at keeping my own pain but not with my tears. It is my outlet of unsaid emotions. Sometimes i cry just to let out what i feel. When in pain, i cry a lot,for me not to burst and make an impulsive decision of giving up. I know myself too well,that when i’m in pain, when i am not alright and i have not shed a single tear then its slowly tearing me apart inside.
It has been quite awhile since the last time i’ve served at a youthcamp:) there’s some unexplainable joy,fulfilment that you feel despite the tired feeling after each youth camp:)
The very first time you drove for me and i drove for you:) it was a crazy day,but i enjoyed it:) it was always my dream to drive for someone i love:) and i’m happy it was you who i did that too!:**